My dear , Kristenching :) Well , i know that something happened recently . I hope you're really alright . You're making me so worried for you :'( Stop thinking about suicidal things can ? I don't want anything to happen to you . Please remember , you still have us :) We're your clique right , don't you remember that ? We all care about you , don't want you to do anythings silly . Just forget about him , he's not the only guy in the world :) He doesn't match you , you deserve someone better than him x10000000 ! We're still young right ? Studies , friends & have fun first :) Don't think about him anymore since he don't even care . I admit i hate him really alot , i feel like giving him one tight slap , but i know you would be sad , so i shall control . Forget it la , forget about him , forget about everything you & him that went through . It's not worth it at all . Don't cry , cause you can't change anything . He doesn't suits you , trust me :) Take your time , so many guys out there queuing for you to pick . You ar , don't just because you're sad & keep locking yourself at home . Come out & i bring you to somewhere to have fun :) I can assure you that i can make you smile , make you laugh , make you have lots of fun & make you forget about everything :) Remember one thing , this clique , Me ' Joslyn ' En Qi ' Celine ' Ranjitha , will always be there for you when you need us , i swear to god :) We love you loads . Stop thinking about him alr , think about how to have fun & forget the past . Promise us don't do anything foolish , stop making us so worried & cheer up . Please ? I'm begging you , can you ? :) I want you to smile , i want you to tell my you're really alright , but not bluffing me . I know how you feel , the feeling hurts alot alot . I told you before , our age , there's only puppy love . Your true love , your prince charming , only appear when you grow older . Like those people in Polytechnic & University , they could last so long & get married , isn't thats what you want ? :) I told you to listen to me , but you said you & him would definitely last . Now , do you believe me ? :) I know you want to be as clever as all your cousins , so , just forget about those unhappy things , study & get good grades :) If you need someone to speak to , call me , i'll be there :)

Kristenching , I love you :)